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Sunday, December 30, 2007

Sun, 30 Dec 2007 03:49:56 GMT

hi all.
been long since my last update.
btw, i cant reply to the bloody chatterbox.

so, for my new site.

*CLICK HERE*

Wednesday, October 31, 2007

Wed, 31 Oct 2007 14:38:56 GMT

10月 31日, 雨

今天我做出一個好壞好壞的決定. 對不起!
突然間發覺一切都不同了. 全部都是過去.
人生條路好辛苦﹐ 有好多障礙.
原來﹐ 事實是好殘酷.

Tuesday, October 30, 2007

Tue, 30 Oct 2007 13:18:49 GMT

10月 30日, 春天

今天, 我終於明白點解人可以是甘可怕. 真可怕!
我可以點做?? 当事情已经转变成为事实, 我可以做的所有只是唔理它.

Monday, October 15, 2007

Mon, 15 Oct 2007 11:42:59 GMT

i decided to change my blog site. just to keep up with friends.

ask me for my new site. btw, random updates do exist here. anyhow, i still love xanga lots.

<3

Sunday, October 14, 2007

Sun, 14 Oct 2007 19:56:28 GMT

great. is 630am. i am still awake. doing something stupid instead of my assignments. i get headaches when i thought of assignments. ya ya. lazy people with excuses. sigh. left 6 hours of sleep then library. no more procrastinating. shiznit shiznit, you better love that thingy. sacrificed my beauty sleep just to complete that sohai thingy. ok then. i need to recharge. guess what. my make ups are still on. bravo.

Sunday, October 14, 2007

Sun, 14 Oct 2007 13:28:50 GMT

ahhh. i hate myself. as always i shud say. Desmond is gone for good. damn! i couldn't even get to see him before he left but he did called this morning for breakfast. i was too sleepy to entertain him. i AM a fucker at times. sigh.

i sure do miss your vain-ness. is ok. i still got my last night before you actually leave for oxford from kl. ;)

yesterday was a surprise for Kai Lun. i was supposed to get the cake with Al but both of us totally got it off our head. Al is always our life saver. thank god.

i was holding the cake and the reason is bcoz i am old enough. yea,21st. i hate the fact that i am that old.

he actually ate that big round chocolate decoration like a mouse. yes,i just said mouse. you should be happy you did not gain weight right after that night. but the cake is gooooood. i never fancy cappuccino. probably for once. good choice Al. no doubt we are good at talking cock. 5 hours of cock stories. it all started from Kai Lun's condom. from condom till masturbating then sex then ghost stories then cases then food then bla bla bla. you name it, we talked bout it. i guess that's life. that also explains why i couldn't get up for breakfast.

just now was steamboat buffet. 4 days of maggi, more than enough. very kind of Kai Lun with his intention to make sure i ate something healthy at least for tonight. the couple came along. i didn't ate that much. was alert with my body. Frankie said i am still fat and gave an advise not to wear low rise jeans. great. i took it seriously. the bf told us to drink as much as we can coz is a buffet and no extra charge for soft drinks. humans nature to be tempted. we did drank like nobody's business. when paying, the cashier asked how many cans we ordered. yay!! we got conned. cibai-ness.

pardon her. she grew up in teluk intan. no offence with that statement. that's one of my hobby as well but have to be smart. as in don't kena captured.

awh. don't be shock baby!

camwhore mood suddenly strikes. trust me, you don't get to see this that often nowadays. anyways, is just a picture or mayb with a 's'. don't make a big fuss bout it.

i love to be bad and fucked up at times. afterall, i am just who i am. well, just deal with my attitude.

Friday, October 12, 2007

Fri, 12 Oct 2007 13:46:18 GMT

someone is turning 21 any minute from now. well, after that moment we are just the same. one old fucktard. but you are always one kiddy look fucktard to me. no worries, i appreciate you as who you are. no regrets knowing you! in just merely a month time, we became the bestest friend ever here in adelaide. and when both of us are having conflicts, you made the initiative to talk bout it. you showed me how much you cared for our friendship and how much it bothers you. yea, i have to admit that it is a stupidest fight ever happened to us. when i am having homesick, you always showed up to comfort me and yes, you have never failed to make me feels better or smile. you are always my good companion. you were there for me no matter what. you always showed up whenever i need you. eventho without me asking, you will always be there for me. you were with me during my toughest moment and you never tend to leave me aside. even if i am on a bad mood or not talking, you sat beside me all the while without walking away. even when i have the false intention to make you angry, you still carried your smile on your face just to show me you are ok or just to make me feel any better. out of everything, the worst is when you know i am a sohai and tend to do sohai stuff, you still accompany me with all those sohai actions. even when i am far away back in malaysia, you still called all the way from adelaide just to talk to me. thank you very much. and thank you is just something i afford to say right now. deep down my heart, i would like to say "you always are the greatest friend of mine". just hope that in 10 years time or in future, our bond of friendship will stay as strong as now.

once again, happy birthday dude!!

and, welcome to the age circle of 21.

you are one boy adult whom smile all the way throughout your day regardless of what gonna happen in front of you.

<3

Thursday, October 11, 2007

Thu, 11 Oct 2007 12:19:04 GMT

i miss this sohai. Totti is its name.

Wednesday, October 10, 2007

Wed, 10 Oct 2007 07:41:50 GMT

sometimes, i hope i have not chosen this path.
maybe or at least my life would have been better.
does it??

Tuesday, October 09, 2007

Tue, 09 Oct 2007 13:18:54 GMT

i felt so different back here. since the moment i stepped on to the plane, my heart sores and till now i have been feeling the same thing. i miss home. once again, i am all alone inside this tiny room.

look who is back with me.

it has a name.

is called "deep love"

;)